She tried not to read any suspicion in his gaze. Unless there was suspicion in his gaze. Stars know she'd seen more than enough suspicion there when she'd first met him. But they were past that, or should be, and so if she saw it now....
Calm. Quiet. She had to remember to keep herself steady, or else he might see the near-panic in her face and assume that something much worse had happened that what had actually happened. She couldn't even say what had happened, not really, since it had all been hazy emotions and an image that may or may not have been her imagination in the first place.
If Luke decided to stop training her or close her out because of this, she was going to hate herself.
"What do you mean?" she asked quickly, feeling as though all of her fears had been confirmed, that she'd left Luke feeling betrayed and violated and disappointed. "If I didn't value your teaching, I wouldn't still be here. I wouldn't have come in the first place. You know that."
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Calm. Quiet. She had to remember to keep herself steady, or else he might see the near-panic in her face and assume that something much worse had happened that what had actually happened. She couldn't even say what had happened, not really, since it had all been hazy emotions and an image that may or may not have been her imagination in the first place.
If Luke decided to stop training her or close her out because of this, she was going to hate herself.
"What do you mean?" she asked quickly, feeling as though all of her fears had been confirmed, that she'd left Luke feeling betrayed and violated and disappointed. "If I didn't value your teaching, I wouldn't still be here. I wouldn't have come in the first place. You know that."