Luke's real downfall in all of this was Rey's utter stubbornness. Once she set it to mind to do something, she wouldn't stop until she did it. Luckily, she had no intention of seducing Luke, or of making him do anything he didn't want to do. Instead, she'd been determined to make her feelings known, and to make him confront his own feelings, even if only to himself.
But despite that, she hadn't expected her inexperienced attempt at conveying her emotions and desires to be met with such reciprocation. She'd known of his desires thanks to that shared dream, but to feel those urges coming from him all over again, that passion and urge and need all tumbling together and forming something that made her skin flush and her pulse race and her breath hitch... she probably should have seen that coming, but she just hadn't.
It felt complete and fulfilling and perfect, and that was... sort of scary, in its own way. Perfection wasn't a concept with which she was familiar in the least, since everything she'd ever worked on had always had some room for improvement. But the thought of being with Luke, of feeling him inside her and around her and enveloping her in both body and mind... if there was anything more perfect than that, she didn't know if she would be able to handle it.
Rather than pull her hand away, she found her fingers tightening around him as she stared at him wide-eyed and flustered. "I-... I didn't mean that!" Realizing how that sounded, she winced and corrected herself immediately. "No, I mean-... I meant that, I did, but I-... I didn't mean for things to go there, not right away. I think about other things! It's just... I've never thought about that before, not about anyone else."
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But despite that, she hadn't expected her inexperienced attempt at conveying her emotions and desires to be met with such reciprocation. She'd known of his desires thanks to that shared dream, but to feel those urges coming from him all over again, that passion and urge and need all tumbling together and forming something that made her skin flush and her pulse race and her breath hitch... she probably should have seen that coming, but she just hadn't.
It felt complete and fulfilling and perfect, and that was... sort of scary, in its own way. Perfection wasn't a concept with which she was familiar in the least, since everything she'd ever worked on had always had some room for improvement. But the thought of being with Luke, of feeling him inside her and around her and enveloping her in both body and mind... if there was anything more perfect than that, she didn't know if she would be able to handle it.
Rather than pull her hand away, she found her fingers tightening around him as she stared at him wide-eyed and flustered. "I-... I didn't mean that!" Realizing how that sounded, she winced and corrected herself immediately. "No, I mean-... I meant that, I did, but I-... I didn't mean for things to go there, not right away. I think about other things! It's just... I've never thought about that before, not about anyone else."